never again

it's been 2 years since i leave the school.and i've been single for 1 year.ehm almost 2.hahaha. kesian. seriously, i don't have the time to start all over again.malas dah.when the time comes it'll come.and these past few years,i let myself being hurt,senang cerita i let myself stray far away.i've been depressed with certain people,sampai sekarang pun. it's just that i don't like to show my depress-ness to other people.i don't know what i feel right now.it feels weird...entah.what the hell am i craping here, -_-

okay,it's almost 2012.my 2011's resolution pun dah tercapai..(well some of it) now,for 2012,i want to make a big change, insyaallah. i'm almost in my 3rd year studying at masterskill.alhamdulillah, i made through,there's one time i feel like quitting,but entah.Allah has planned something for me.and alhamdulillah laaaaaa,i'm still here. standing strong. thank you allah for everything you gave me. now i'll try my best to be on the right track.ehem,not in the right track,i've already on the right track,i just need to win. losing is not an option.i have to pace up my game and embrace every pain that awaits me in the future.
for 2012;

i want to do my practicals at India.

insyaallah.and yeah,i know someone yang akan buat muka stone- yang -memang -akan -buat- aku -annoyed bila aku cakap nak pergi india.pegi mampos kau.tolong lah berambus dari hidup aku.kau dah banyak buat aku down. i know you're no good,but please don't drag everyone else to fall down just like you. you can live your life with your superstitious thinking.aku nak berjalan ke depan,taknak duduk dekat takuk lama.if you want to do so,do it. just don't drag other people to do be just like you.ok?