Hello. I just wanna share with you how am I doing lately. I know no one will read this,but whatevs hahaa.
I'm currently trying so hard to stay positive, trying to be healthy and I'm still on my long way to reach my what do you call it? Cita-cita. And someone keep on telling me how emmm lets just say she belittles me like almost everyday. I tried not to take her words to hurt my feelings, but I'm a human. No matter how tough I look outside, her words can definitely break me down. She takes my positivity away and I end up being depressed. I'm tired hiding my feelings. I may look happy, but god knows how I feel inside. I just wish you could be more supportive and motivate me to keep on going. I may not be as successful as your golden child, but that doesn't mean you can belittle me. :(
I'm sorry I didn't study hard. I'm sorry if I'm such a loser to you. I'm sorry if I'm stupid. Sorry for all my flaws.
I have to be strong for myself. Sakit, but I gotta suck it up and move on! Whether you're going to be there for me or not, I'll still keep going. I take every harsh words you throw at me as a challenge.
