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TRUST THE PROCESS, AIDA. YOU'RE CLOSER THAN YOU THINK. YOU CAN DO THIS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LOOK BACK AND BE THE PERSON YOU USED TO. PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP. YOU'RE ALREADY IN PAIN AND IF YOU STOP NOW, YOU DON'T GET THE REWARD. EVENTUALLY IT'LL CHANGE. SO YOU HAVE TO BE PATIENCE AND WORK YO ASS OFF. IT'S NOT GOING TO BE EASY BUT YOU'LL GET USED TO THE GAMEPLAN. PLEASE AIDA. DON'T YOU EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP. YOU HAVE LIKE ONE YEAR TO PROVE YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN DO IT AND YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! EVEN IF YOU DON'T ACHIEVE YOUR GOAL, ATLEAST YOU SEE SOME CHANGES. I AM WRITING THIS SO THAT IN FEW MONTHS YOU SEE THIS POST,YOU KNOW YOU ARE STRONGER AND THIS IS YOUR PAST SELF GIVING YOU ENCOURAGEMENT AND SUPPORT THAT YOU NEEDED.