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I don't know if it's real or not, but i fell for you for the emm idk how many time. Idk how to say. Sumpah. I wish I have the guts to say it to you, but apparently i didn't grow enough balls to say it to you. hmm.  Idk is he just playing around or for real. Sometimes he makes me sad just to think that if this not the real thing. Entah la, ke aku syok sendiri. Bodoh lah. Tapi tak, kalau aku syok sendiri pun, dia dah mainkan perasaan aku. HMMMMMMM. Entah i feel like crying, but i can't. Allahuakbar. :( if this the real thing, please let our relationship stays in the Halal way and let us end with a beautiful marriage. Amin..