I'm just hoping that I can handle and manage things maturely. I can't lose my temper. Allahuakbar. This is so hard. May Allah grant me tons of patience and mercy. I wish I could cry out loud right now. I'm such a wreck right now. My life's a mess. :(  And finding out my crush has a girlfriend now makes me double sad.  Haaaa. Why must all come in once? :(