Allah..I've fell for this guy so hard..and I've realized that I've been in love with him since...emm quite a long time....it's just that I didn't realize it, I wonder if he knows that I like him. :( I don't want to be in relationship, I just want the halal and blessed relationship. But you know....I feel like "syok sendiri" which is kinda sad. I know I liked him because of Allah. You know, I feel like Allah is directing me towards him, in a good way. IDK if this is the real thing or just some heart play. I don't want to get my heart broken all over again. :(