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I just need all the strength and patience inside me. I have to remember why I do this in the first place. I feel like crying. I have to be strong. I have to put my intention correctly. I have to do it because of Allah. Allah...help me. You know what's best for me. He holds the door to everything. My rezq, my life, my future, everything. I have to put trust on Him. My faith has got to be greater than my fear. The world is a scary place. Everyone knows that. But I have to go through it no matter what and I hope with the help of Allah, it can lessen my burden. Aamiin..